Do you still remember the initial intention when you started your own blogs? Is it supposed to be the place where you keep your daily happenings, or the place where you vent your anger after whole day at work/study? Is it supposed to be your own personal space, where you could write/bull/crap anything you want? Or was it supposed to a place where you can channel your hatred towards specific/a group of people anonymously, and expected to get away unnoticed?

I have forgetten the initial intention when I first started this blog. Maybe it was supposed to be an avenue where I can channel my creative thoughts. Or was it for me to sharpen up my writing skills, I don't know (because mostly when I blog, I rarely think over it thoroughly, and rarely do any grammar/spell check - it just flows from my mind to the keyboard and directly to you guys). Maybe it was supposed to be something to be proud about - establishing a presence on the Internet and stuffs like that. But sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, those intentions is now just a piece of history. This blog has seen almost everything that comes to my mind - my personal encounters, humours (sometimes hamsap), forwarded stuffs, ranting, babbling, rubbish - you name it, i think I almost have it all.The problem with myself is that I'm not able to stick to just one topic to write on. My thoughts are random - might be something about my pet cat, or something about my job, or just plain words with no apparent topics at all. Sometimes (i think most of the time for now), I struggle to find anything nice to write - i believed at some point, every blogger would have this problem. Maybe some might find that this comes too often (not able to write anything) than others.

Jase used to say to me that I don't update my blog often nowaday, and if I do, I'll write quite a long post, or will post continuously for a few posts, and then stop again until the next update. Quite true, as I don't want to interrupt my thoughts from flowing at anytime. If there's something popped up, I'll just let my fingers run through the keyboard until I have nothing to say, and click on the “Submit” button. I'm not the type that will check and recheck my post, or draft it and re-post it some time else.

Maybe this is me, just being me.

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