If you haven’t noticed yet, it’ll be another 80+ days to go. Yep - less than 3 months and the baby will come out and say hello to the world. Frankly, i can’t wait till that day. I used to have doubts about myself being a father, but i guessed i better not worry about that yet. I think i’m already ready to be a father.

I used to freak out thinking about it - having a kid, no longer just the 2 of us, that kind of stuffs. In fact, i got freak out at one point that i even consider not having any kids at all! It took me a while to get where i am now. I don’t know what change me. I guessed it’s the thought that I’ll make a bad dad that bothers me.

But then i think again - if i haven’t even be one (a father), how would i know i’d be a bad one? I don’t know yet if i’m going to be a good father, but if i don’t try, i’ll never know. For now, i don’t know yet (for sure, although we have some idea) if 20+ years down the road the kid will be buying or receiving diamond rings for the wedding, what i know now is i’ll take one thing at a time. For now, i can’t wait for the baby to come out and see the world.

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